Disturbed “Sickened” Song Lyric

Take me away
Yeah
That's enough of all your taunting
Seems I can't remove you from my mind
Don't you know sometimes I wish
They'd kill me for wanting you
I will sit alone in silence
Gather around the meaning I can't find
Will you be defeated when
They kill me for wanting you

(Pre Chorus)
I can't believe that my sanity lies
in abandoning you
I can't recall a more helpless time
Perpetrated by you

Chorus:
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore now my mind isn't changing
This reckoning's long overdue

Alabaster walls surround me
In the prison of my own design
Will I win my freedom
If they kill me for wanting you
Maybe arms of hell will hound me
Just as long as I remain confined
I will be completed
When they kill me for wanting you

I can't believe that my sanity lies
in abandoning you
I can't recall a more helpless time
Perpetrated by you

Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore now my mind isn't changing
This reckoning's long overdue

So I have determined that I am undone
Will I bury another problem
In the graveyard you allow me to find
So I have determined that I am no one
Will I finally cling to something
That has never been tied to a single memory of you

Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing
This reckoning's long overdue

So I have determined
that I am undone
Will I bury another problem
In the graveyard you allow me to find