I remember now, but I still have my doubts
I think It's gonna be today
Everybody came, but it's just not the same
Why did it have to be today?

Now my chest is tight, no, I am not all right
It doesn't have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?

I don't know what's wrong, it's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart, just when I stop it starts
And I can never live this way

Freedom in a cage, no sun and too much rage
I don't know how much I can take
Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide
I know that <i>"normal"</i> is hard to fake

Bleeding into life, it's like a thousand knives
Are slowly turning me to this
Why does it have to be like this?

Yeah, I don't know what's wrong, it's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart, just when I stop it starts
And I can never live this way

I don't know what's wrong, it's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart, just when I stop it starts
And I can never live this way

<i>I lost again today</i>

I don't know what's wrong, it's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway
Fear is in my heart, just when I stop it starts
And I can never live this way

Living with a curse, sometimes it's even worse
It slowly kills me everyday
Something I despise is gonna take my life
I guess I'll try again today